Sunday, September 16, 2007

There's Beauty In The Breakdown

Today I want to go home. Only I don't know where home is anymore.

Today I am sad and hate myself for that weakness.
Sadness is a lonely place to be.

Today my heart is heavy and I'm tired.

Today I miss something that I've never touched but yet feels like a piece of who I am.

Today I look at the sky and watch the planes fly by and wish I was flying away. Far away from this life I live, from these people who walk all over me, from the ones who throw me out like trash over and over again. Today I want to fly away from who I am.

Today I want to go home. Only I don't know where home is anymore.

4 Love Letters:

Guitron said...

I totally felt like this last week. I hope you feel better, of course a hug from Winnie the Pooh might help you feel better too. Thanks for cheering me up.
~me

zona said...

home doesn't exist for me anymore so I like to drive alone and be the traveling recluse. liberates me

Marc said...

This was beautiful.

wrecklessgirl said...

i relate to your every word.