I've written my letter to Santa. Kind of early I know, but its been written and sent. The list is long and it's not the usual "I want peace on earth" as it's been other years. Oh, don't get me wrong, I still wish for what is truly the unattainable gift. This years list just happens to be a little selfish, a little "all about me". It consists of 101 different things I've been drooling over to furnish the new house, which by the way, is well on its way to being done. Hopefully all construction on it will be complete right before my birthday."What do you want for your Birthday?" He asks.
"To make that house a home." I say.
"To make that house a home." I say.
Is it wrong that I still sometimes allow myself to dream that silly dream. The one where I end up having my happily ever after. The dream where all wrongs are forgotten and love is beautiful. I still dream that all this wanting in my heart for love that wont go away, for finally finding my place, my home, isn't too much for me to ask for. I think I've been a good enough girl. I think I deserve it. I truly hope I do.
4 Love Letters:
I know you deserve it. I'll give Santa a call and put in a good word or two for you...
~me
You brought tears to my eyes.
I love the way you write and the way it allows me to see who you are in depth.
You're not silly for wanting the happily ever after. That's what we all want but what so few of us realize is a lot of damn work!
That's not silly at all. You, of all people, most certainly deserve your happily ever after. I love you, my friend!
happily ever after can only be determined after it's all done. it's one step at a time and sometime restepping past mistakes. live for today my sweet. celebrate today's accomplishments. rest well and be ready for tomorrow's challenges.
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