It's been nearly impossible to get anything done lately. I have been in a constant state of romantic sensual bliss. I can't concentrate at work. I sit here in my office and day dream all day long. I'm distracted doing the simplest things. I've been happy and giddy and walking around with a silly school girl smile. It feels amazing to have someone tell you that you are everything they have always dreamed of. It's wondrous to have someone look at you with an expression of total and complete happiness and knowing it is you that has made them so happy. I listen to the things he says...they sound so familiar to me. He speaks of soul mates, fate, destiny. Everything feels so good right now that I get that panicky feeling inside, the one that says "this is too good to be true". And at those moments when fear gets inside my heart and I start to pull away, he asks me not to give up on us. I hear his voice and it soothes away the anxiety and the fear of allowing someone in again.
Sigh.
Off to day dream I go again.
2 Love Letters:
It should be all fun at the begining without too much seriousness.... just in case. Enjoying the ride cause you don't know where it's going to lead you and hopefully with past experience know the right signs for when to bail out or go all in.
Like a poker game
wow!
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